sarah [entries|friends|calendar] sarah Smeared black ink, your palms are sweaty and I'm barely listening to last demands. I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am. I'll wear my badge. A vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest that tells your new friends: I am a visitor here I am not permanent. And the only thing keeping me dry is where I am. You seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex. A stranger with your door key explaining that i'm just visiting and i am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[ January 6th 2007 & 12:32am] as nice as hawaii is, it feels really good to be home it feels so different now but in a good way i have learned a lot this winter break a lot about myself and my family sometimes it is good to be away from everything for awhile it really gave me a chance to think about everything also, i have made numerous resolutions and this year, i plan on commiting to each and every one of them i am really excited for 2007 i dont really know why a stranger with 0 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ September 2nd 2006 & 2:27pm] ( eva since i can rememba' i been droppin' muh towel ) a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ June 1st 2006 & 9:34pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | i will learn to love again! ] Summer's so wonderful. I love Courtney Paul. :] a stranger with 14 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ May 28th 2006 & 12:53am] I'm going to take so many pictures this summer & do a lot of picture updates so get readdddy!@ Today I went to Courtz We went on a shopping spree ( Tonight/ ) a stranger with 8 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ May 27th 2006 & 9:55am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | cut short - the honorary title ] I'm going to really miss danncee! :[ So far summer has consisted of brenna paes, otter pops, meeting new people, deej & nicky, movies, late night swimming, attempts to tan, brenna paes, otter pops, visitors, no mom, basically no dad, dancing, sonic, degrassi, brenna paes, aaron carter, more otter pops, singing to the world on the neighborhood sign, baking cakes, grilled cheese sandwiches, etc. If summer keeps on going the way it's going, I never want it to end. ( pictures/ ) a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ April 30th 2006 & 10:05pm] [ music | eastern glow - the album leaf! ] Really, words cannot explain how excited I am for summer. This summer just feels like it's going to be different, than all the others, it feels like its going to be better. A lot better. 25 DAYS a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ March 17th 2006 & 9:20pm] Spring break has been oh so wonderful. It has been; About 3 days with Robin & Julianne Numerous cheesy chick flicks and late night talks with katy. Extreme boredom with courtney paul, & lemonade stands. Blasting music, dancing, & keyboarding. Meeting new people. & Tonight I went to the park with my favoritez, Ali, Court, Rude', Jess, & Steven Although, there is one major thing missing from my spring break, BRENNA PAES Good thing she comes home tomorrow, or else I seriously have no idea what I would do I love spring I love Ben Folds I love Daniel Vosovic I love ANTM I love RENT a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ February 26th 2006 & 8:51pm] i had a very pleasing weekend first off, emiley drove courtney & i to the mallmovies where we met up with robin & brenna & then snuck panda express into the movies in our purses. then we went to my house & mingggled with ryan, nathan, katy max, nate, nick, & dj! emiley & i were bored with them though, so we baked a cake & sang along to the moldypeaches. next day; i woke up super early for a carwash at taco bell with the loves of my life sam, ashley, katy, sharon, krystina, etc. after that, courtney came over to watch highschoolmusical! but then she had to leave due to me having to babysit,. ew i had to babysit until like midnight, & when i was walking home i found jessica, nathan, & katy sitting on the curb, so i joined them & dj took us for an exciting ride down the street. a stranger with 8 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

you wanna see my WHAT?!@% [ February 20th 2006 & 4:16pm] [ music | sufjan stevens ] my weekend was honestly amazing :] first, me & kyle walked to game on to go meet up with ALLYFREAKINGFAVORY who was visiting this weekend :] so she came & we went to dv to suprise kristen with allly& kyle & it was really great. then i had to leave for ski tripppp. ! ski trip was so great, from going to the VERY top of the mountain, to falling down it to me tricia court jackie brenna & jess winning the LAUGH AWARD! in the talent show, to our random sing & dance partys, from writing love notes to jordan bryn matt & michael to mike larsen & michael's techno circles in the mess hall, everything. oh & of course brennas random broadway performance. :] it felt like we were there for a month. i made so many new friends & i loved it so much. it was so nice to get away from reality for awhile. i really really wish i could go bacck, right freaking now. i will add pictures later, most likely :] a stranger with 3 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ January 30th 2006 & 7:58pm] ( !!! ) a stranger with 11 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ January 15th 2006 & 4:02pm] you honestly have no idea how upset i am about matthew leaving goodbyetomorrow, they will really never be the same. a stranger with 4 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ December 30th 2005 & 12:44pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | the walk - imogen heap ] other than the 24hour stomach flu, winter break has been perfect a stranger with 8 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ December 11th 2005 & 9:26pm] i had a good time at winterformal it wasn't amazing, but it was fun. afterwards i went to ihop with mandy, bee, auntkaren!, & twin we got milkshakes, mine was a lot more milk, than shake eWwe#%^ josie, julyen, jessica& someothers were there too & julyen explained his ihop theory to us his theory was tested& proven. jahahahah. then we went to manddyys and had the greatest night ever we watched breakfast club, ate gingerbread men, lit the house on fire, etc. ! i love brenna paes, mandy hays& twin more than everything& everyone. we partied it up all night& finally slept around 6. when we woke up we had an urge for water & ice, so we walked there then we hit upp safeway& mcdonalds, where we talked with some 6th skaterboiiz then back to mandys where we all layed on her bed talking about life issues, hhaHAHhah then mom was in a good mood and took me& jess to urban, wooO this weeek will be filled with review packets& no dad. next week finals, then come friday life will be so wonderful :] i could use a grape milkshake right about now! a stranger with 9 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ December 6th 2005 & 4:51pm] bad news; all my pictures& music got deleted when my computer crashed. good news; my internet is fixed & i was able to restore like 28 folders of pictures by moving them from jess's computer to mine that is only like a tenth of my pictures but oh well life has been really good lately. my birthday was amazing, it was really the best birhtday ever this year i didnt just have one birthday, i had 3. my birthday; suprise party; school birthday. :] festival of lights was b000mb, i stayed from start to finish. alsso; for my birthday i got a digital camera, !@ $%^& & here are a million pictures. ( HAWt P1Cz ) a stranger with 12 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ November 11th 2005 & 10:10pm] so tonight rude'& katie called jess& i& asked if we could come over so we went to rude's & all my amazing friends all dressed in black and white opened the door and screamed SUPRISE seriously thank you so much everyone; i have always wanted a suprise party & it was so much fun. as stupid as it might sound; it makes me feel so good to know that my freinds care about me enough to throw me a party :] thank you to everyone that was there, i love you all. even though i kind of already had some suspicions about it :] it was still so wonderful& great& amazing& i loved it. after all of that; i walked over to courtneys with kristen& jess carrying all my 0293859 of my unopened presents to watch degrassi& open my presents i missed hanging out with courtneypAUl it was fun for the whole half hour i got to spend with her ahaahaskda my birthday is already complete;& i havent even had it yet. 14 more dayys. a stranger with 12 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ November 6th 2005 & 12:21pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | LYDIA ♥ ] last night was perfect. showoftheyear is an UNDERstatement. it was so great. honestly, i thought all the bands were amazing. well one i didnt like too much, but they were still aiight. i loved everything about it. i loved how everyone was so into the music. i loved seeing so many familiar faces. i loved how i forgot where i was, what i was doing, & nothing mattered when i saw goodbyetomorrow up on stage. i loved when matthew gilbert jumped off the stage & crowd surfed on us. :] i loved the energy of the crowd during stileto i even loved getting stuck in the mosh, being kicked in the ribs, & how my legs hurt so bad from standing so long. i got to hangout with sara, liz, kristen, sarah, & emiley. i love them all a lot. there need to be more nights like last night. a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ November 2nd 2005 & 9:16pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | goodbye tomorrow I LOVE YOU !@$#%^* ] today was the start of the nordstrom half yearly sale i've been listening to the beatles for 2 hours. i have worn german clothes for the past 4 days. mom didnt freak about my math grade. i bought a belt, scarf, 2 shirts, sunglasses, and shoes. i rented THEPERFECTMAN, !%$#&%$^!&* i dont have any homework AND, i am going to the show of the year on saturday :] so basically; life rules a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ October 31st 2005 & 9:54pm] [ music | LB ] tonight was so great. seriously i will remmeber this night forever. i had so much fun. i went to robins with; ali courtney robin brenna brandon michael christian corinne rude katie maddy jess mandy kyle riley bryn lauren andrew brayden mary jordan &someothers. we turned on strobe lights& danced to every type of music possible, ran down the streets trickortreating& screaming, jumped on the trampoline, layed on the tramploine, talked, ate food, laughed, & got so many blisters. i loved it& i love them. tonight seriously is an example that you can have the greatest party in the world with the greatest people & have so much fun without getting OMmgZZ fADED, & getTIN CRUNk. i need to have one day wear i make an entry with hundreds of pictures from tongiht, homecoming, & everything else i keep promising to put up pictures of. happy halloween :]♥ a stranger with 32 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ October 29th 2005 & 11:38pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | hidden in plain view, biaa. ] so, the homecoming game was pretty great. even though we got beat& some mountain pointe girl brought a gun? wtff. & the homecoming dance was even better. seriously, it was b0mb. i went to mandys house before it with my favorite girls in the whole world; mandy bee robin ali court corinne lauren& jess. god, tonight was amazing. %$#@^*(&*(! pictures later; goodnight. a stranger with 12 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

[ October 22nd 2005 & 9:31pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | jaime - jenoah ] parents are officially in germany, woO$#@%$^1 the past few days have been pretty good. this morning was the stud co carwash it was so great, i loved itt. me and sharon danced on the sidewalk screaming and singing then we went to frys with ashley and did a carwashcheerr, yayy. corinne and mandy kept going up to cars & forcing them to roll down their windows and begged for donations ghaahagh we washed so many cars and raised a lot of money by the end of it i was covered in soap, grosss. it was definetly worth waking up at 5;30 in the morning. i spent the rest of the day with myfavoritecousin, eryn. she is so much fun. next week is going to be bombbb. i cant wait 3 hour days of school, spirit assemblys, homecoming game& dance& parents still in germany. i have somethign i really want to say to someone but cant bring myself to say it. & i dont think i will ever be able to. whatev$%#@askldg. make new friends, but keep the old a stranger with 6 door keys explaining that i'm just visiting

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